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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I suppose being busy has its perks? Check list of issues equates to blessings




I suppose being busy has its perks? Yes it does. I am sitting here with issues that others may glance at as being blessings. I suppose I should take my issues as blessings and react to them as such, praise and give thanks.

God is good.


My issues (blessings in disguise):





  • booking a trip to see my lovely family


  • figuring out if I should take a proposal to go to London early spring-- for a shoot!


  • wondering if I should paint this wall-- w/o knowing if I'll be accepted to go to a medical school out of state, if God plans it that way-- If I get accepted this cycle-- let us pray.


  • figuring out an article to write for this company about relationships-- it's been 7 days since my last one! This is how I make some money as a writer, besides this website


  • Wondering when I'll upload all my work for The Gem Project and get things back up to my "order" of business for 2010


  • following up for a possible researcher position for interview no.3 I hope, for brain cancer research--- my life's dream, well besides being a neurologist one day


  • Planning to meet new and old friends before the break of 2010


  • Being a better Christian than I was yesterday, you shall never rob me of mistakes--- I will make plenty-- I'll just try to do the "right" thing

I want to try to be the best in all that I do. Honestly, I am quite disappointed sometimes-- I am an odd sort off perfectionist, my mind is a circus yet I want order in my surroundings. Funny.

Life is a muffin-- I just can't seem to taste it-- I've found myself walking through it with a cold.
I fear it has robbed me of my senses to indulge in the satisfaction of that muffin. A cold.

I love life. I get bogged down with it all, but I CAN'T seem to shake off being busy. I suppose I won't even try, I was born this way--- I can imagine when everything is said and done---- I'd leave this world shaking in my bones.

Be powerful always my love.

AE QUOTE: Key to Power: Being able to utilize and master all pertinent outlets for your mission-- don't be limited to just one.

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