THE AE JOURNAL

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"A smart leader knows their audience. The leader molds to suit and relate to them like a chameleon. SHE/HE knows that every group is different. Therefore, HER/HIS approach is different". — This is my discovery at XXIII-A.EBOKOSIA.

I’ve been frustrated this past week because I had about 3 articles backed up to post. I decided to erase all of them and forget consistency and for just a moment. I rather write one good one to keep you all up to date.


A lot has happened these past few days. I wish I could have recorded everything on tape for instant replay. As you know, I am in two productions in NY one is about love the other is about a documentary on models which is set to air this fall. I have been consumed mostly with my many hours of studying each day for my MCATS. My assistant helps a lot with image and her daily assigned tasks—to keep my projects up and running. It is almost as if I had a clone—


The week before my birthday I was very pensive. I thought a lot about what I’ve done and what I wish to accomplish this year. When I was 19 I did a great deal—I lived like popcorn. I was the kernel just waiting to pop. A lot has changed since then. I am more modest and appreciated becoming the foreground of a painting by just taking time to sit back and observe people. I became a better leader. This is why I say, “A smart leader knows their audience. The leader molds only to suit and relate to their audience like a chameleon. I know that every group is different. Therefore, I must approach every situation differently”. That’s my motto/philosophy/ and truths that sum up to the person who I am today.


Let’s all be like popcorn—be the kernel and burst out!

I am living to be a better woman every hour, minute, and second. I do not say tomorrow is a fresh start or a brand new day to get it right. I get it right—right now. If it’s not right, I make it right.

I told my close friend, Lianna, about my quest for perfection in many aspects of my life once. I know that there is no need to worry about such things. I have since come to terms with my perfectionist attitude– I just try to use my flaws to my advantage. I wrote a poem about it—and NO it will not be in the Raindrops volume II edition. It went something like, “ I am not the woman I wish to be maybe I will reach her at twenty-thre… just maybe I will reach her”. Pstt please that had to be about 2 weeks before I turned viente y tres , I AM THE WOMAN I WISH TO BE. Sometimes in life you are hit with lessons so fast that it leaves you thinking that it was almost last minute.
I am never going to be perfect ---period.

The birthday week was spent with friends who I love and who have my best interests at heart. I also started to expand my cooking techniques. My friend Jess says, she got a cooking book for me so I guess I’m going to be extra busy in my kitchen now.
Above are some photos of my latest dish of lasagna *smiles*--“look ma I did it myself!”



I won’t go into detail about what I did on my XXIII birthday, but I will say I spent it with two lovely gals, Lianna and Erin. We shall play Pétanque --soon.

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